I'm bi curious an I would like to do something with a guy if always wanted to be dominated an forced to suck a guys dick but I'm so nervous to push my self into doing this. How would I take the step?

Hmmm..well a lot of guys have success finding dominant women to bridge that gap.  They can help set it up, find the third guy and provide the force you need to enjoy your experience.  I would give Fetlife a try…it’s a great network for finding people with the same kinks.  There are also a bunch of other sources on my website:

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Good luck hon :) xoxoxo